haiz.. pick the wrong shoes to wear tday.. n i ended up having blisters on my feet n toes.. haven got blisters since i stopped dancing le.. hahaz.. anw.. i tink i really ve an auntie face le.. cos tday i went to my parents' stall in e morning.. n on my way dere.. alot of uncles look at mi leh.. sm din exactly look.. dey STARED at mi alright.. wondered why.. n i dun tink dere is anything on my face or my dressing lo.. perhaps lk wat nizar says... i attract old ah peks.. sob sob.. tt's sad!!
anw.. i begin to realise hw lag a person can be in replying an sms.. msg ppl at 3plus i tink.. den now alr almost 9 le still no reply.. perhaps his phone is not his 'precious' until it can b left alone for days?? haix.. feeling abit sentimental now again le.. finished jc.. den everyone starts doing eir own things... sm ppl start working den e others try to enjoy emselves as much as possible b4 gg NS.. hmmm.. nth much to tok lately to em le.. haiz.. but i tink it has become a habit for mi to tok online almost everyday?? finding e same ppl to tok to.. den now dun ve tt much to tok abt le.. den stay online stare at each other oso abit farnie n awkward le.. mayb other ppl r busy chatting wif others online lo.. den muz ying4 chou2 mi cos i tok to em.. haiz.. m i tinking too much?? but den i cant help tinking when things starts to change.. i guess tis change is inevitable rite?? i tink so...
haiz.. hahahz. i tink i make myself sounds v chiam n lonely rite.. hahahz.. is not exactly la.. but i tink i m a v 'dead heart eye' person.. so leh.. when smth in my life has gone missing.. i ll feel as if smth BIG has happened le.. dun worry abt mi. i m fine.. juz expressing smth oni...
